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kenneth emmanuel
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    Monday, September 1, 2008
    the truth is.


    i don't feel fine at all.
    you know, it really kinda sucks, to feel like you don't have friends at all. or even if you have people whom you think are your "friends", they never seem to see you the same way at all.
    when you miss someone alot, but that someone doesn't really care.
    when you think someone's going to be there for you, but actually they're only there because it's convenient.
    when you think something is true, but actually it's just a lie made to make you feel that way
    when everything just never seems right
    when you're alone all the time and you don't feel like you have anyone to talk to at all.
    when you haven't contacted any of your friends whom you thought were your close friends for days, and your 'friends' never really seem to mind your absence
    when you know about your 'friends' meeting up one day, but they never ask you along?
    that feeling sucks.
    it seriously does.
    friends means the world to me. now i am doubtful. 
    i don't see why i should care about anyone else anymore. what point is there, all you get in the end is temporary satisfaction before you sink deeper into the pit they called depression.

    then again, no one would care about this pathetic little idiot right here typing for you right now. such is the fate of the small insignificant speck on this gigantic world we live in. there's always more important people out there no? people who wouldn't be making people feel like crap. people who could have fun with indecency of being human.
    who cares about little depressed kid who thinks too much?
    no one.

    Tuesday, August 12, 2008
    irony

    aahaha
    one moment my life is a wreak
    now its fine
    the joke of it
    oh well
    in all i have no complains
    i thank the Lord
    THANKS MY GOD IN THE HIGHEST HEAVEN:D
    i will give you praise and thanks all the days of my life
    be it though my happiness or sadness,
    i lift it all up to you :D

    Wednesday, August 6, 2008
    welcome back

    its funny
    i am blogging
    yet again
    well
    there is much to say
    i am in distress.
    need this room.
    goodnight everyone
    i will vent it out tomorrow
    tired now