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kenneth emmanuel
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    Monday, September 1, 2008
    the truth is.


    i don't feel fine at all.
    you know, it really kinda sucks, to feel like you don't have friends at all. or even if you have people whom you think are your "friends", they never seem to see you the same way at all.
    when you miss someone alot, but that someone doesn't really care.
    when you think someone's going to be there for you, but actually they're only there because it's convenient.
    when you think something is true, but actually it's just a lie made to make you feel that way
    when everything just never seems right
    when you're alone all the time and you don't feel like you have anyone to talk to at all.
    when you haven't contacted any of your friends whom you thought were your close friends for days, and your 'friends' never really seem to mind your absence
    when you know about your 'friends' meeting up one day, but they never ask you along?
    that feeling sucks.
    it seriously does.
    friends means the world to me. now i am doubtful. 
    i don't see why i should care about anyone else anymore. what point is there, all you get in the end is temporary satisfaction before you sink deeper into the pit they called depression.

    then again, no one would care about this pathetic little idiot right here typing for you right now. such is the fate of the small insignificant speck on this gigantic world we live in. there's always more important people out there no? people who wouldn't be making people feel like crap. people who could have fun with indecency of being human.
    who cares about little depressed kid who thinks too much?
    no one.